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Still
04:02
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We cut it off
And stopped our crying
Now it’s me just lying here awake
Trying to forget you
But I’m not buying it
Everywhere I go I see your face
But I’ll run into you
When I'm out of hiding
And I’ll see you riding down the street
You’ll say there’s nothing new
But you love lying
Wish you’d tell the truth more naturally
And I’ll want to ask you how you’ve been
See if you’ve changed or if you’re different
Do you still hate the way your hair gets in your face?
I know you, you’d cut it at that place
By the river that turned green
But then you’d hate it ‘til your skin was turning white
Lightly cry and close your eyes
Letting go isn’t easy
And do you still think about me?
Well when your mother called me
And said she missed me
I took that to heart
She says your new girl isn’t like me
‘Cause yeah she’s pretty
But not as smart
And that’s not my problem anymore
But I wonder what’s the same as before
Do you still stumble in and close the door real tight?
Kiss her slow, turn out the light
Slide a hand along her cheek
Still love to dance and scream and yell and start a fight?
Still do whatever to be right?
Still satisfied ‘til you turn mean?
And do you still think about me?
And I know that there’s not much time left
Before you’re gone forever
But I’ve gotta ask u while I can
Do you still drive by the apartment we once had?
With our friends, we both would laugh
And spill the wine that stained their teeth
And then we’d walk them out and close the door real tight
You’d kiss me slow, turn out the light
And hold me ‘til we fell asleep
So do you still think about me?
Mmhm
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Well you walk out and sound like you’ve been mean
You’ve been screaming real loud to everybody
You’re sick of me, how I breathe, everything in between
And I know it’s just in my head
But I can’t seem to forget the shit you said
It’s not like you’re innocent or forgiven
That’s not how we left it
And it ruins what I thought would be
Something good for me
I guess that it’s true
If it’s meant to be
It’ll be, it’ll be
It’ll be, it’ll be
But I’m conflicted, mixing up my feelings
‘Cause when I’m with you I think I might love you
But then I need my space, it’s a craving
Am I going insane?
But then it’s hellish, jealous that I get when you go
Go out, downtown and I realize that I’m
Sick of being alone
I want you come home
(I don’t even know what you want anymore I mean I feel like
I’m just sick of having the same conversation like it’s getting ridiculous
What do you, what do you want me to do about it? I mean I feel like…
I just need an answer like I need you to tell me what you want
I-I-I-I don’t know)
And it ruins what I thought would be
Something good for me
I guess that it’s true
If it’s meant to be
It’ll be
And it ruins what I thought would be
Something good for me
I guess that it’s true
If it’s meant to be
It’ll be, it’ll be
It’ll be, it’ll be
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Yeehoo!
03:28
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I found Jesus in the backseat of your car
Goddamn, it’s older than you are
I’ll take down your button up
And I’ll throw it on the floor, and I’m sure
Nothing has ever mattered more
Than this moment
Where you’re holding me like water
Down the river stream
And I feel like I’m swimming in your world
In this moment
God, I’m stumbling
Give me strength ‘cause I’m falling deep
And I just really wanna be your girl
I take a second when I wake up before I stand
Oh man, I’m drowning in you again
Well who needs religion when I’ve got you to believe in?
I’m dreaming
Hope it’s not all in my head
‘Cause in this moment
Where you’re showing me
Things you loved when you were seventeen
And I feel like I’m living in your world
In this moment
When you grit your teeth
Lick your lips like you’d devour me
And I feel like I’m nothing but your girl
If you let me, I’ll be anything you want
If you let me, I’ll be good through it all
If you let me, I’ll take good care of your heart
I’ll love you till the ends of the earth
Just promise me that I won’t get hurt
I’m coming clean, on my knees
I’m begging please, “Don’t ever leave”
Or change the way you look at me
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4. |
Losing Your Head
04:05
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It was all going right for awhile
Summer burned into fall and the leaves fell down
See the sun on your face, not Californian these days
We’ll take the wind on our new pale skin
But you start to twitch and your eyes are on fire
I tried to call but you said you’re tired
You start disappearing, the snow falls, you stay in
Hide away behind closed doors
I can't help if i don't know what for
But you’re breaking down
Tryin’ to catch your screws falling out
Well they’ll go where they land
It just kills me to stand
While you're losing your head
While you’re losing your head
Well I’ve never seen someone lose their mind
Minutes blur into days and the days roll by
Without a trace, you don’t age
Ain’t it strange how some things
Won’t matter when it all goes dark
I never thought it would go this far
But you’re breaking down
Tryin’ to catch your screws falling out
Well they’ll go where they land
It just kills me to stand
While you're losing your head
While you’re losing your head
Well you always wanted a song about you
I’m sorry this is how it came true
Always wanted a song about you
It’s not one that you'll sing along to
Always wanted a song about you
I’m sorry this is how it came true
Always wanted a song, yeah you wanted a song
You wanted a song
You wanted a song
You wanted a song
You wanted
But you’re breaking down
Maybe too far gone to help
Been tryin’ to pull you out
You’re grabbing for air right before you drown
Now you need your rest
I’m thinking we just go to bed
‘Cause I still love you to death
It just kills me to stand
While you're losing your head
While you’re losing your head
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5. |
Goodnight, Friend
03:32
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It’s okay to go to bed
Even though our talk ain’t over yet
It’s okay, go get some rest
It’s been a long day, just lay down your head
‘Cause I’m getting so afraid
Your rouse ain’t as strong these days
Oooo, prying up our eyes though we’re so tired
Oooo, know that you get scared alone at night
Just know we’ll meet again
But until then
Goodnight, friend
Goodnight, friend
We’re up late like old friends do
We can’t control the time, but god how I miss you
So I’ll lay and lay in wait
Tired as hell and playing fake for you to say
That you want to change
‘Cause I’m getting so afraid
Our ties ain’t as strong these days
Oooo, prying up our eyes though we’re so tired
Oooo, know that you get scared alone at night
Just know we’ll meet again
But until then
Goodnight, friend
Goodnight, friend
Sleep well again
Goodnight, friend
And yeah we’ll meet again
Out ‘til the end
Yeah we’ll meet again
I’ll hold your hand
Yeah we’ll meet again
But until then
Goodnight, friend
Goodnight, friend
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